All That Was Lost


I'm tired of trying, tired of crying

Deep down inside you knew I've been dying

Im honest with you, I'm not even lying

But my dedication to you was the only thing you're fighting

I loved your face, I loved your laugh

I adored your eyes, how you would look back

Smile, hug, and tell me it's all okay

But suddenly you left me at the end of the day

A final goodbye I hadn't the chance to say

Cause all you were doing was pushing me away

I became your enemy, on you features a snarl

Every single time we talked; a quiet quarrel

I never expected you wanting it this way

Not wanting me to stick around, or to stay

I regret trusting you, I abhor your attitude

Your anger and deception was really quite rude

At the same time, I wanted you to say

Oh, my dear lover, my love towards you isn't a game

I pushed back, I struggled, I raged and I fought

The feelings and emotions and inside that you taught

The tears of misery, the shame on your face

Was all just an act, calling me a waste

I'm sorry I lied, I'm sorry to say goodbye

But all in all, you don't care, so why should I?